While waiting for her out the front of Town Hall one evening I inspected the crowd. It was made up of ticket holders, performers giving out flyers to their shows, festival volunteers and staff, and Town Hall staff. A couple of things I noticed:
- A lot of the patrons looked uncomfortable and uncertain.
- The festival volunteers and people with flyers kept giving me knowing looks.
- The coffee out the front of Town Hall smells amazing.
- Festival volunteers are a cheery lot.
I was surprised that people looked uncomfortable because I felt totally at home just standing around. The knowing looks were odd too because, well, I have nothing to do with the festival and don’t know anyone who works or volunteers there.
I think maybe I’ve just been involved in too many events as an organiser, volunteer or reviewer that they all feel like home. I remember that feeling of out-of-placeness from when I was new to reviewing and was always nervous that my name wouldn’t be on the list or that the performer or whoever wouldn’t talk to me if I wanted to interview them.
Gem thinks it’s because I have indy arts glasses and wear black jeans.
Maybe it’s just because I look like Tina Fey.